Yes...I am really FIRED UP!!! God Damn It...If i fail next year again i am better off dead...I will have let my parents,teachers,friends down..I am not gonna let tt happen...Tho i am gonna play 1st..haha...Simply put...I cant wait for next year to start..I know i will not have a good holidays...With this constantly in my mind..But i haf smth else in my mind..This really fires me up...I CANT WAIT FOR 2006 TO START!!!
For those ppl who had weep for me...Who had care abt me,talk to me or bought gifts for me..haha...Wadever u peeps did...I only can say thank u again...People pls...Do ur best in the O levels..Just DO YOUR FUCKING BEST!Once again i said..I will be dere sharing your joys..
Give me 6 mths..I will try to put myself in top 10 position in Na...The 1st person i will tell is Mr Ho..I will never forget him..I will do my very best...
Friends dun worry abt me anymore...Remember this..I am positive...Take me as a lesson..Learnt it..Do everything u can for ur O Levels..I will be dere for u all if u all had any problems...Not studies..of cos..haha...
I learnt another thing...To cherish my frens even MORE!!
My brothers...Dont worry..Next year..I will still be wif u all when we play 5on5 wif Na...haha...
Friday, October 21, 2005
My worst nightmare had finally come true.I will be transferred to 4Na next year.Haiz..I am mentally prepared for the worst.I had also cried finish.Not bcos of my results but my frens.Imagine the gap? I in Sec 5 and u ppl are already in J1 or Poly yr 1.But i have only myself to blame.I did not learn my lesson and this is my result.I am going down wif 5 other wingless eagles.We are just going dere to cure our wings and we will come back flying again.
I had really disappointed my teachers.Esp Mr Ho and Ms Goh.They fought for me.But my results did otherwise.I really felt sorry.My mother as well...3 years running.My name nvr fail to appear on the promotion list.I made myself a promise.I will worked and play.
To my 3e4 classmates,
Make sure you peeps work ur very best.Prove those who looked down on us.People like Angelin Hiang Peng Junyu and Nelson u all can do it.Beat those in better classes.Do 3E4 PROUD!!! VERY PROUD!!! I promise the day u ppl collect ur O level results,I will be waiting outside.To share ur joy.To see u ppl going to which ever place u all wan to be.Make sure those teachers who looked down on us eat their words and most impt make MR HO a proud man.He fought for us defended us all year long.We must not let him down again.Do Ms Goh proud too.She done her best for us as well...There will only be 32 of u left next yr.MAybe a smaller class can get better results.If that is true i will be at least feel that i am not wasted.I will surely try my best to make ytss proud and my frens pls..MAKE 3E4 PROUD!
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Thursday, October 20, 2005
I know myself best in what situation i am in now...All odds are on me....Izit game over...?haiz..i really hope it is not..Passed 1 sub.Chinese..Ranked 198/203...I really hope all the sec 2s promote up so there is no more vacancy...haha...i oso haf no cca...
Friends really thx alot...I really appreciate for u all have done...lol...u all buy me things i really ps...lol....u all somemore got help me...but i myself will face the reailty...tts better for me..dun forget..i am a positive guy...hah..... I will pick myself up...but 1 thing for sure...i will cherish my frens even more...
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Well...Bad news is 0 passes...This is just simply unfair...
Good news i have new beds and aircons...
To my frens:Thx for all ur concern...I am really thankful...If i really do survive i will make sure i will not disappoint u all...Thx for being dere with me...ALL OF U!!!
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Tuesday, October 18, 2005
Today we got back our results...It was disastrous.I still cant really come to terms with it.For the 1st time in my life i had studied so hard for this test.I can only come to a conclusion.The world is unfair.I mean for every subject i had done my tys.Esp Chemistry.I put in so much effort.I still fail.Humans just because i missed out on 2 sentences it cost me 8 marks.I could have easily passed.I had great hopes for my Chinese Humans and Chem.In the end i got 45 for all subjects.Yeah 45 is nvr the number for me.English the whole level had done terribly.I cant expect myself to do too well as well.MAths most disappointing of all.I thought maybe even i cant pass i could get a D7.But...I shall not reveal my maths marks here.Its really shameful.I thot i could pass my P2.But when i got back i was like....Oh my God! Dis cant be real.I almost cried.I cant believe it.Never in an exam i had felt this way.My chinese.How can i be in this state?I thot i can do very well for my P1 and maybe fail marginally for my P2.Well...My P2 was a catastrophe.I cant believe it.
How the hell can i expect myself to pass my POA and Art? Physics i only haf a 10% hope.There could be a big possibilty in me failing all.I thought to myself.I certainly dun deserve that.Yes i am sure i dun deserve that.Hell i haf Chemistry for 6 hours every Monday this term.After that i still read up on my Geog.Isin't that enough?I really don noe i failed.To be honest.I even expected myself to get a B3 at least for my Humans and Chem.So this is really a huge blow.
Now lets face the reality.I am almost certain to be retained or transfered to NA.Honestly,i am scared.Yes.I am thinking what if i am retained?I dun wan to go Sec 3 camp with ppl i dunno.Or in Sec 4Na.I kept thinking what will happen if my frens are all already in Poly and i am still in Secondary School.I really cant bear to leave my frens.Yes we might haf alot of arguments and disagreements.But end of the day,I still cant bear to see dem go.It will really be unusual for me to joke without dem.We cant be together now.We will be a world apart.It is really cruel.From the start a class that is filled with doubt by other teachers.Until now,we are still bad but i had gone thru so much wif dem.So i really cant imagine myself to be either in 3e4 next yr or 4n2.
Next Wednesday will be our very last outing.Thankfully wif 3/5 as well.I think i will miss those lads there as well. But i still haf a very small believe that a miracle will happen.I hope i am 3rd time lucky.If i really pull through.No way there will be 4th time lucky.
Learn from my mistakes...Life goes on..
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Friday, October 14, 2005
Whoo..Exams are finally over....
Finally catched Goal!!! Hmm...not exactly a very stylo soccer movie...Its more about meaning...Cant wait for Goal 2 to come out...Santiago Munez moves to Real Madrid...Cant believe tt gay Becks is acting a huge part...
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Wednesday, October 12, 2005
When you walk through a storm Hold your head up high And don't be afraid of the dark Is a golden sky And the sweet silver song of a lark Walk on through the windWalk on through the rain Tho' your dreams be tossed and blown Walk on, walk on With hope in your heart And you'll never walk alone You'll never walk alone
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Tuesday, October 11, 2005
Haha...exams are coming to an end in 19 hrs...It came so fast and it ended fast too..Tts good...But its obvious the sense of urgency is fading away already.Ppl are already slacking for POA paper...haha..Tts good...Cos more ppl will get as low as me...hahahahahaha...today POA i tink i improved..Cos the difference in the 2 balanced sides is getting smaller now...ahhahahaha...means haven balanced...zzzz...Anyway i today finish Paper 1 n 28mins and Paper 2 in 1 and a half hours...=p
Tmr is art...What prepartory work...?Erhem now is ard 5.25pm i still have nth to show for tmr..Eh wait a min..I mean i dun even noe the topics for tmr...Wait another min! I know 1..Growth!!! Nelson told me...haha....die liao la...I feeling sick now...Tml how 2 draw...? Paint? colour? the already art inclined me plus the sick me..ahHhHhH!!!!! Lowest art score in history..Dun tell me i am gonna break 2 records in a year....I am gonna squeeze the fats out of myself!
Sven Goran Eriksson joked again! He said he had 10 of the World's Best player in his side..Cole Campbell Rio Terry G neville Becks Stevie Lamps Roo and Owen...He also haf 13-14 captains in his side that captained their own club..Hmm...OK! 10 of world's best player in England squad.The reason for lack of success??? Cos dey haf the World's Worst Top Ten Coach..Simple!
If Cole is injured why cant he just he play 3-5-2..Come on..Let me show u how it is done....U haf 5 of the world's best defenders....King Carra Rio Campbell and Terry..Just close ur eyes and pick any 3! Simple...Not many can beat dem plus Robinson!
Drop Joe Cole and Becks...Go with Richardson and Swp...They haf more pace and Richardson is naturally left footed.Swp provides a better option..Pls haf a captain that drive the team on...Not like Priest Becks and Priest Sven..Play Rooney behind Crouch and Owen...Which defence can hold dem out...?It would be miracoulous....So Coach Frederick is a better option for the 3 lions...Or maybe the 3 mice!
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Monday, October 10, 2005
Incredible and unbelievable...2 words to describe 4 nations...Angola,Ghana,Ivory Coast and most unexpected Togo.They had qualified for the World Cup for the very first time.A ticket to Germany.Soccer is now slowly experiencing a change in power.Mexico just thrashed Brazil 3-0 to win the Fifa U17 World Cup.It was a great game.My eyes were glued to the Tv never liked b4..Mexico had fantastic players like Giovani Dos Santos and Vela..Dey are very good in counter attack.Even the final 4 includes Costa Rica.So do expect a change of power in the coming years....
Today went for POA..slack my time dere...zzzzzz
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Saturday, October 08, 2005
WHY U DUN WAN STUDY???? KEEP PLAYING...Dis was wad my mother told me...Last time i never study..she say i nvr study..Nowdays i study she say i nvr study...its the same...she say my POA dunno why nvr ask frens...how 2 ask frens...i oso dunno...Poa i so many things dunno she thought it was easy...If it was so easy i would not need to look for Mrs Samuel..Haiz....It is always the same...
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Today was the Chemistry paper...Again i tink i put in my best effort...My answers are mostly the same as Ducky..Haha...I wan to use dis exam and prove some ppl wrong...I really do hope i will not fail dis paper....If i do fail..Its gotta be fate....i cant help it..Maths overall i tink i need luck to pass..Tuesday is POA..i know nuts abt it...haiz...Wednesday is ART!!! aRGHH!!! Its coming...
Jokers are all ard in the world...It depends on how u find dem...Dey maybe near u and dey maybe across the globe..U never know...They show u things to make u laugh and they tell u things to make u laugh...Dis are what i call jokers...For some jokers dey decide to add in things tt are not true but they assume tt ppl who tink it as real are what i call Jokers Level 2..To me dis ppl haf serious hallunication or haf superb imagination which i tink normal humans does not possess...In Singlish dey are BOMBERMANS!
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Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Hmm...Today was Physics paper...I wouldn't say its easy nor difficult.I feel i had put in my best in tt paper..I will still accept a D7..Haiz..Art is looming..I still dunno wad to do..Tmr is Maths...Hope it will be ez...
I cant wait for exams to finish...I wan to watch Kuno Becker's GOAL!
GOAL!
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Today was Mt paper...I felt tt i had put in my best effort for paper 1...paper 2 i could haf little complains..i thot it included Book A..I decided not to study and i regret..But whats done is done no use grumbling...
Nowdays more and more ppl haf veri good analysing skills and dey are veri educated too...They noe how to look at things at an angle where nobody else does...its special...Just take a look at my tagboard and Cx board...its interesting...
go home la...just go home la
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Tuesday, October 04, 2005
I am really wondering just what do this people think...Another terrorist attack had happened in Bali...Bali is a well known tourist attraction...Many tourists go there and terrorist struck again...What do these ppl gain when dey blow the hell out of themselves and killing other ppl...?U mean in dis way u can get famous? Or maybe ppl will look upon u as a hero...Those ppl who look upon dem as heroes will probably blow themselves up one of these days...They even haf ball bearings in the bomb..it is a clear sign tt dey are trying to maximise damage..its really sad to see so many ppl dead or injured...I am sure there will be even lesser ppl going to Bali esp in the month of October....
Today was Humans paper...I guess i was too over confident...The paper wasn't easy for me...I shud haf done my revision again...I thot for tourism and industrial shifts its gotta be the same qns..but i was really wrong..yes for qns 4...statistics came out..tt was 8 marks..and part 2..WHat..??? 3rd part was even harder to answer..but still i did qns 4..MY map i had totally mess it up...GoD DamN It...!!! For SS my source base is gone..I did my structured 1st...Wrote more den 1 page for both qns..and i was left wif oly 25mins for sbq..how stupid can i be....?My 1 qns of structure essay is even longer den my 4 qns of sbq..I even inferred my inference qns wrongly...Haiz...stupid lions...I simply just rush through hoping to get some marks on the way..haizz...things are really looking bleak for me..I am worried tt Science might be difficult..even though i am concentrating more on Science i am scared...I had nvr pass my Science dis year...But i will still try my best...I have to..Tml is chinese paper...ahhh..I hate it most...Comprehensions make me sleep...I am going to put in my veri best for paper 1..Paper 2 i will leave it to my luck...I am really unlucky dis past few days...haiz..
On this note i pray for all my peeps...i hope dey can past in flying colours...Best if i oso...
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